Thinking again

It’s happened again.

My stomach rots as images paint my mind of dark colours that make my head ache.

A vast array of blue and purple bruises colour my thoughts as I become paranoid with this lack of control.

I want to know more than I do.

It’s the feeling of vulnerability that has hurt me too many times before. 

And what makes this different? I wonder. I cannot say. So I over think. 

Suddenly images cloud my mind until they paralyze me to consider them as truth. 

They gnaw at my mind until there’s an ache that will never move until someone says something to clear the fog.

But no one ever does. So I spend my days thinking.

And repeat this vicious haze.

Advertisements

One thought on “Thinking again

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s